Irrespective of a situation and I genuinely seek advice. what should you do?- apologise or let them grieve. Even though their pain hurts you but still you know their pain is way more. How to decide when to apologise? Should you even break that no contact? And will that ruin their peace?
I don't have energy to text you on snapchat. I'm tired. I came from hospital yesterday mau. My BP was way to high. I really really love you. I would try this relationship 100 times with you from scratch. I fucked up. I know it's unfair to ask but I need you mau. I truly do. Hold me please. Hold on to us. I held onto us even when you were wrong, even when I was wrong. This one time please one time mau, hold on to us even if fucked up. You know me. Don't close all the doors. I am still not over what has happened with me in college and now I can't take this new things. I can't eat, I'm not sleeping, I'm dehydrated and then going to office just like that. I don't feel like getting out of bed but I had to. I hate myself too.
I'm tired mau. Please hold me, once. I'll die lying here alone in this flat on this bed. Hold me please.