u/Educational_Rain8487

I really need help I’m not really sure if this is normal or not but every time I’ve been yelled at I can’t help but imagine me killing them in the most gruesome way possible! Today my mom was yelling at me because I wasn’t very social at all volleyball game (we lost) and in the car my sister started to instigate trying to make me feel bad about myself. At this point I’m holding back tears so I don’t appear weak in front of my mom and sister, but I literally cannot help but imagine me skinning my sister and poking her nerves until she passes out, same goes for my mom I imagined me biting into her neck and ripping her skin. I know this is off top but I always wanted to bite someone to the point of agonizing pain to the person I’m biting—always I’m getting off topic sorry!! I’m really scared if I’ll kill someone or just get them hurt. I just really hope I can find someone who can understand me and can possibly help me out? (I’m a minor btw 14)