Always stuck in the situation where I’m the least prioritized in my friend group
It’s been like this since I was in third grade, I was the new kid and befriended these two girls who turned out to be each others best friend, I would offer myself to them but they would only find it annoying. Fine.
Fourth grade I made two other friends, we were pretty close but they were always closer because they were in the same class 3-5. Cool.
Middle school came and I befriended this girl whose name rhymed with my name, turns out she only wanted minions and not friends. Wow.
So I became friends with another person who then made this other friend in seventh grade and the three of us hung out, but they would always spend much more time with each other than me. Amazing. Eight grade I met my best friend at the time, then Covid came and highschool came, we were still friends but she has her own best friend. Kinda sad. So then I stopped having close friends in high school, because every time I make a new friend the next year we drift because of difference in class. Bruh.
Senior year I become friends with this group of people who honestly are very nice. But then by the end of the year there were internal problems and boom gone.
Finally college, I am very close with my rm but then she got a bf and I never see her around anymore. I have these two other friends who both told me how important I was to them, then they started dating and started to break promises with me about helping me.
Why is it always me…