LSD and shrooms, how do they show you about your own Self? And what will happen if we combine both of these?
Both lead me to love, but by different ways at the start; the first impressions of mine with them is like one is animus (LSD) and one is anima (Shrooms).
With shrooms, I would like to receive them and become sociable with everyone in a way that accepts all their things; my friends and family tell me something, and I accept it at any cost: "We should be everything, whatever, man. Love you," and have a gentle feeling; it was so earthly.
Very lively, I feel like everything has its own life; I saw dead folks talking with me through photos and my mind.
Having sexual thoughts with shrooms is like being with the sex, loving that sex, and accepting that sex.
Having a suicidal thought with shrooms, it's about to fall in love.
The view on life with shrooms (for me at that time) is like "live this life, be with us."
With LSD, I would like to do that love; I would like to provide it; I would like to come out there and give money to everyone I see. When my niece and her boyfriend got home, I also gave them something to drink (the thing that in a normal state I would never do), but it was so material, with an unpleasant feeling. I don't even see folks talking with me in my mind, just images with every state of emotions. Looking into photos, they're just mere material, and I'm nothings in this jumble of images.
Having sexual thoughts with LSD is like feeling sex, experiencing it, and then killing them and ourselves to get back into nothing (it's my own thought, maybe because both of my animus and anima is a bit immature).
Having a suicidal thought with LSD is like "Bloody hell, I got some problems with my own life; let's jump out of the window and start a new one (if there be something like that)."
The view on life with shrooms (for me at that time) is like "Ah, this life has a lot of pain; I just want to find some pagoda and be a monk till the end of my life to temporarily forget all the negative things."
I don't know if there are studies on psychedelic experiences like this yet, but in my own thoughts, it's very subjective in a way that our brain tries to fill in the gaps of reality with our own memory bank, but it's still meaningful to me psychologically, so I want to know your thoughts on the differences between LSD and shrooms, and if anyone ever tried to combine both, what was your experience like?