Got 93.6% in 12th but things after that made it the worst day of my life
Pata hai aaj kya hua
Today i got my results and got good percentage but who would have thought that the day i should've been the happiest would turn out so traumatic.
I and my friend planned to go to the same clg which is 600km far away from our homes. Its a good college but i was unsure bout it but he insisted that we should go there so because of him i decided to go there.
The college costed me 4.25 lacs on admission and will cost 4 lacs for next 4 years so i took an education loan of 20 lacs for it which was really a hard decision to take.
Now the result day came i got 94 percent and he got 84 percent which was all okay but an hour ago he texts me that he will not go to that college and mailed the clg for refund.
Now i can't undo my decision as the loan is already approved. I am an introvert guy so i thought with my friend i will be able to manage it so i told every friend of mine every relative that im going to xyz clg with my friend and I was so HAPPY.
Man i was so happy but now i feel like crying, from being so happy to feeling so empty from inside.
Now that 94% don't matter i lost my crush i lost my bestfriend (maybe jealousy) and I'm all alone now with my 94%. A total loser i am.
It really sucks when you can't tell anyone how happy you were for your percentage and also tomorrow is my Birthday.