u/Ecl1pseF4ce

gahh im ftm and 13 and its so freaking hard to find the right people </3 i am so desperate for an owner its nawt even funny

there was some1 selling cheap ears at a con i went to recently so obviously i bought em... only need a tail now then my life is complete

uhhh im so ass at making friends. i spend most of my time grinding pokemon, reading warrior cats and binging animes (spy x family, tbhk, pokemon plus a few more). i do like nature and animals and walking when i can motivate myself to actually get outside and tbh idk what else to add cuz i feel the purpose of this post is pretty self expanatory

like whenever im bored? reorganise my binder. overwhelmed? reorganise my binder. intense feeling that everyone hates me? reorganise my fucking binder. sometimes i spend like 30 minutes - 1 hour just staring at the cool or pretty or cute cards in my binder it is literally my life

[mentions of self harm]

okay ive always struggled with conversations/ social skills in general (think ive made a post about it on this subreddit before?) but its honestly gotten worse recently. around december my friends found out about my sh and snitched to the school councellor who obviously told my parents however thats besides the point. i got a few messages from friends over the next few days comforting me and just generally telling me that theyre there for me and such. i wasnt really certain how to respond so i mostly left them on read or sent goofy stickers. after that, a few started to distance from me and im assuming it came from my awkward responses. im not great with social cues in general and such but i dont really know how to fix myself/ my issues.

sorry for the yap

GHGHDGHIGF IM SO EXCITED. before they had a few (naruto, death note, black butler(?)) but recently they got some of the zelda, uh some other stuff but MOST IMPORTANTLY THEY GOT MHA. IVE LITERALLY WANTED TO READ IT FOR SO LONG BUT IVE BEEN DISTRACTED WITH BUYING OTHER SERIES OMGGGGG

I ACTUALLY HAVE SUCH AN AWFUL DAY VRO. I HAVE NO GOOD LESSONS, I HAVE PE LAST PERIOD AND WE HAVE TO DO THIS MATHS CHALLENGE SHIT AS WELL AS A CYCLING CHALLENGE THAT I DID NOT SIGN UP FOR. WHY DOES SCHOOL TRY TO MAKE MY LIFE SO MISERABLE OH MY GODD