u/Eastern-Owl4774

Im on the verge of failing pre calc. So far I have 1 A, 2 B's a C and a D. I couldn't even get a 50 on my pre calc final. I still have yet to declare my major. Haven't checked my gpa but it's probably down in the dumps too. I went into that final feeling confident, everyone i asked said it was easy and they all got 80s and above. That exam was not easy. I study so hard and I get nothing! I changed up my study methods after every exam to see if id improve but ive gotten F's on every exam for pre calc. This class is bullshit. My advisor didn't answer my last 2 emails and probably won't the entire summer.

Mom asks me how my exam went and I cry in the car. I hardly have any friends and get this paranoid feeling the people I talk to dont even like me. Went to therapy to better my relationships with people and friends and it got better at first and now im talking to the same 2-3 people everyday. One of them only being able to call me once a day. I miss when life was all about making slime and who had the best fidget spinner. Or buddy reading a book with a friend. I miss being able to talk to my parents without an argument when it comes to academics.

I miss feeling like myself. I genuinely dont know who I want to be, what I want to do in the future and I just hate not knowing what the universe has planned for me.

Just felt like dump posting, you can ignore.

Anyone taking 1302 History with J schafer and know when he'll grade the exams by?

Look, there is a reason I do my best to avoid public bathrooms. This stuff is actually NASTYY. I once walked into the ladies room and there was a pile of poop on the toilet SEAT. Idk how you miss the seat when pooping but got it reeked in there. Today i walk in and out of like 5 stalls only 2 are actually open and functioning.

I generally avoid the disabled stall incase someone disabled on the off chance actually comes in.

Why are half the toilets in the library bathrooms covered in plastic bag and not working. Sometimes i see liquid on the floor of the bathroom in the Science and Research like im so scared it's not water.

Is it just my luck? Am i picking the wrong bathrooms to go into? Im traumatized every time i go in one. Is it the janitorial staff not working fast enough. Is there a way i can contact someone and let them know "Hey! this toilet is nasty! prioritize it!" ??

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