u/Dynasty_Exp

Okay maybe it's a bit unexpected lol, I don't mean in how to read as in a basic skill. Consider this a request for advice, coming from a struggling person (struggling to pay attention) . But admitedly I have collected so many books and read almost none of them,as I tend to like discussing and learning from real time, and admitedly, although I am aware it's not good discipline, speculate. Musings aside, I find it hard to focus when I try to actually read my books. I tend to read just one paragraph over and over again because of the desire to absorb every single info I can get, and because it's so slow, it gets absolutely tiring and I go nowhere at all. Sometimes, I inquire more than what the chapter is supposed to talk about. And yeah because of that I sometimes feel like an impostor for this. To everyone here who I suppose are veterans, any piece of advice for someone who feels guilty on talking more than reading? How to actually read?