I had a very strange experience, I’ve had may but this dream really haunts me
I had a dream that me and my dead mother found a way to keep going (I just got kicked out of my place with nowhere to go) and it felt too traumatic. My mom in her dream slit her forearm and when she bended it or flexed it, it opened up and I saw her bone and ligaments. I tried to convince her to go to the hospital. I was crawling in my dream to tell someone to call 911 and the kids told the adults to call 911 and asked what are they doing… I started to go back up upstairs and my mom in a psychosis state looked at me and said ONE MORE TIME. Then she jumped off the second story onto the first railing and I looked away and woke up. The situation was dark. It started off happy with all my family who don’t talk to me. Then the apartment looked FILTHY and even bloody from my mother’s wound. I’ve always questioned God and even accepted Satan. I’m a believer of science. But I’ve felt so betrayed by god that I actively denounce him. After today… idk. After my bad dream, something kicked my bed in a sense to wake me up when I’ve been asleep for 2 days with my depression and not wanting to be conscious. Idk what’s going on guys.