u/DullMeasurement6075
I know you don't wanna talk to me anymore and I also cannot stand in front of u...looking at u. But I m very much worried about you buddy.
Idk why but my mind is a mess and I cannot think of anything except how u r. I don't know how to make amends now that I have destroyed it but please through any means can I know that you are actually doing ok? That u are not in pain and have forgotten me.
It's a lot that I ask ik, but I don't wish to have that possibility stuck in my head. All the consequences I faced, I deserve it. Those who left me, I deserved it. But I still cannot stop thinking of you.
Plz, just...don't shed tears for me or think of me. Forget me and be the very best person that you should be. What happens to me is my destiny but you should not suffer because of me anymore.
Plz pass on this msg to the one who needs to read this.