u/Dull-Preparation7305

So basically i’m attracted to boys (as a boy) and it’s never something i wanted, i remember growing up thinking it would go away once i was older but nah. I’m obviously now smart enough to read actual studies and just .. critical thinking, to figure out i can’t control it, and it’s just what happens in nature for genuine semi unknown reasons (we do know it’s most likely to do with genetic makeup and that sort of stuff) but i’m basically just wondering .. why would i go to hell for something i can’t control nor wanted?? like yes ive obviously prayed my whole life to change, but i’ve now stopped because.. well i dont know, it just makes me so mad i cant be “normal” and i just dont get how any kind of God would want to send hundreds of millions of humans and animals to burn in a pit of fire for eternity due to things they can’t control nor wanted. Do any of y’all actually think im going to .? + did God not technically make me this way if he is real? Like sorry im kinda sounding annoying but it’s hard being born into a catholic family , because i will always sadly have this in the back of my mind.