Is weed is not my cup of tea?
I have a couple of questions about whether I should keep trying. The first time I smoked was back in school, it was hash, and I was incredibly paranoid. Everything seemed so slow, I was constantly attacked by thoughts like "I'm going to be like this forever." When I smoked a cigarette, it felt like I was taking so many little puffs and it never ended, all my physical sensations intensified, and so on. I recently moved to a country where weed is legal. I explained to the seller that I needed something for beginners and told him about my experience, and he gave me some kind of pre-roll (I don't remember exactly what it was). I took 3-4 small puffs, was nervous that everything would be like the first time, and went to talk to the seller for a while to calm down, but it turned out to be quite good. At some point, I was able to relax and not think about anything, I had a couple of glasses of beer at the bar and felt quite normal. Yesterday I went to another store, and they gave me some other variety (da funk with 19% THC content, i took like 3 large puffs), and it was very similar to the first time. I was overcome with anxiety, constantly attacked by some thoughts, and the stupidest thing is that I understood perfectly well that I looked completely normal from the outside and was not doing anything strange (except that I drank quite a lot of water in a short time). Everything seemed very slow and I couldn't get rid of the anxiety, even though I kept telling myself that I had experienced a similar feeling before and it passed. Does this indicate that I shouldn't use at all? Or is the problem that I have a low tolerance and I just smoked too much?