u/Due_Map4859 — reddlx

Hii, normally when I play games I miss the times where I used to have so many online friends and how it was so easy for me to interact with random people. But I was only 13 and I had a free life with not much exposure. Im 19 ( F ) now and Ive been through alott and due to that I developed really bad social anxiety and I lost all my friends eventually due to me ghosting so much ( I wouldnt do it intentionally but it was so hard for me to continue a convo for some reason :( ) Normally I get nervous that what if I ask for a friend and when someone comes I just make it so awkward because I dont know what to say how to get that bond what to talk about and I feel like itll be like a burden for me to just entertain and continue the convo just because I asked for a friend. I know I should do that but I have a terrible habit, once give in too much, I dissappear. I promise Im fun and I really appreciate when someone notices me. I Love to sketch and paint and I love cooking and baking, I play roblox and I play COD ( mobile ), Im a little childish when it comes to shows, I still watch Tom and jerry BUT I also watch B99 which is my ALL TIME FAV!! And normally I study alot so I wont be online much but I promise ill try my best to take my time out and talk!! All I ask is for patience because with time I will get comfortable and I promise itll be super fun! :))