She was a 10 year old dachshund and my best friend. She had a heart attack and died in my father's arms. I couldn't say goodbye cause I'm away. I'm going back to my parents home to her ashes, I have to take a long trip after work I was supposed to see her but not like this.
I can't sit still and I can't picture going there to not find her. I can't believe I'll never see her again. I feel very sad for my dad cause they were really close too.
She was the smartest sweetest friend I could ever ask for. I'll miss her all my life.
I feel crushed but still haven't processed it truly. It will it me once I arrive at my parents house and she's not there.
I hate that I could't say goodbye cause I was away because this stupid job.
I just wanted to vent. This is my first loss.
I'll love her all my life.