I don’t think I’ve ever had an orgasm
For context (ig), I’m an 18f, also a virgin. My mom is very sex positive so she gave me a vibrator when I was around fourteen/fifteen. Just a bullet, nothing special special, when I told her that wasn’t working for me she got me a rabbit vibrator/dildo. I’ve had it for maybe 2 years. I’ve been on anti anxiety since I was 8 (recently got off) and am on anti depression medication, I’ve also been on birth control. I was on one then switched over because of my acne when I was 16. So meds might have something to do with it. I know my new birth control has affected my libido, because I got off of it for a week and I was fine. I usually never get any moisture when I masturbate but that’s kind of been fluctuating recently. I’m also trying to get back on my old birth control. But now to the point. I’ve heard so many things whether from books or people in my life about how satisfying an orgasm is and I just have never had that. I can get stimulated and feel like I’m going to but then nothing happens. I’ve asked my sister and my mom and they both say ‘I’m doing it wrong’. Which obviously isn’t helpful.
I’d appreciate any advice!