Dejected, broken and hurt
Gave cat this year and scored 99.85 %ile. Have decent acads(9/9/8) with a GNEM profile and no work ex.(Last yr of college)
Got calls from LACKI. No B due to no work ex(not surprising).
In the end got non-convertible waitlists from ACL.
Bro I literally studied so hard for the interview processes. Like going into every nook and cranny of my ug acads. Interviews at A and L went decent only and I was able to answer almost all questions there.
For L, I was sure after the interview that I would convert and after seeing the composite scores I realised getting 1 mark more would have made my waitlist convertible by moving up 100+ ranks.
I really hoped to get into A or C.
Fucked up my C so no surprise there but can't believe A and L Results.
I don't want to say this as I don't want to discount those people who have converted these colleges but I will still say that I feel this process is VERY VERY RANDOM and luck based.
I gave it literally my all for these colleges, to convert the holy Trinity(for me ACL) but I couldn't.
Matlab I can't fathom my failure at this point.
I know there must be something in me only getting rejects all over, but I am still in disbelief and I have endured generational trauma for sure. I don't know how many months it would take for me to get over this debacle or for me to get back my self esteem and confidence. 😭
Anyone in the same boat or is it just me getting fucked from all over....