Am I a failure? Got 93.6%ile as dropper
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I regret not solving enough pyq and not giving enough mocks. Invested to much time in lecture. In class 11 I even studied few Phy chap theory from cengage without lec it was too hard but after that adv questions looked double then I left that coz reading directly cengage was hard and had some error as well and then I just watched lec and my concentration was so fucked it took too long to complete it and wasted my whole time in lec watching.
Whatever chap pyq I have solved like about 50 que of that chapter, that chap start to look easy.
But it's too late now
I know my strategy was wrong.
0 social life, high expectations.
From kg to 9 I got in class 1st or 2nd only
In 10th downfall started 90%
12th. 80%
Met 123
Bitsat1 130
Viteee 16k
Now I may get Thapar coe
Or vit vellore or Chennai
Should I consider myself a failure.
My dream was good college life and then good job in foreign country and travel world.