I’m so tired of being this dumbfuck wanna get outta this rut ASAP
I’m a student in one of the top engg colleges under KTU.Everything was fine till that 3 month break after 12th where all the result postponing shit and all happened. i was a good student in school, hardworking, disciplined, top of my game and shit. after getting into college im not utilising anything. every opportunity comes before me and slips right before my eyes. i see everything that i want and wish for happening to my friends and peers and its killing me. i had plans to get into this club, that internship, gotta get a good CGPA, get in shape. for context I’m like 8kgs overweight and like things would be so much easier if i lost weight😭 it would totally help with my confidence and shit. Things are bad at home as well my parents are on the brink of getting a divorce. I’m just overall in such a mess and I dont even know how to get outta this.
any advice would be appreciated on how to deal with this situation.
and sorry for the long read.