u/Dry-Tomorrow2627

so i want to use a needle phobia hypnosis. but i have aphantasia and i cant afford any so i have to use youtube ones? is it possible to work with aphantasia?

i am apparently just below the diagnosis threshold. but im really struggling and about to fail class, and my extremely important exams. they determine whether or not i can do my dream job or not. i was hoping by this point id have meds, but the assesment came back im neurotypical. please ive lost all hope, what am i expected to do now. any advice please?

edit: not about wether i have it or not. its about the fact im struggling and need help/advice/tips.