My parents are loving, like i know that they love me but this is the main problem. like they think if they are my parents, they can own me or smthng. Like this one time i asked them to let me to a school trip with my friends, and they literally said, and i quote, "we are letting you live in our house, what more do you want". and i was so shocked like wthhh!!! And they FORCE me to cover my head and chest in front of my FATHER AND BROTHER, like bro they are literally my family why do i even need to cover up. and my mother don't let me ask any male in my house to bring pads for me because it would be embarrassing to them.
And i am still in my teen years so my emotions are always on peak and i sometimes snapp at my grandma because she is really, like REALLLYY orthodox. and my mother never says anything to her when she shames me into something.
this one time i asked my mom to buy me some tampons because i wanted to try them as pads are really uncomfortable for me in like PE periods or something, and guess what she said. she said that i don't need to be to modern and her whole family spent their whole life using a cloth, A CLOTH and now i want to be modern. like its the fucking 21st century.
P.S. sry if its a lil difficult to read, i was too high on emotions.