I'm leaving my agency of 8 years and im worried I made a mistake.
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I've booked multiple things with them through the years but then after my agent in the agency passed it just didn't feel the same. Yes I have been getting less auditions and I know the entire industry is but it felt like I wasn't getting into rooms I should be getting into and I felt forgotten. So out of the two auditions I got in the past 4 months I booked one. I had to find out through a friend of mine on the same project that he got paid before I asked them where my check was and it was a whole fiasco of not finding my check but oh finding it when I said I'll file a claim to sag since apparently this production still hasn't paid me. I just felt like I didn't trust them anymore. And now I'm writing on reddit because I have the whole imdb list of agencies pulled up and I'm not sure where to start or what if I don't find anyone and I'll just fade out of this industry. IDK I know I'm not making sense but my anxiety is really just spiraling me into these thoughts of what if I made a huge mistake and what if I cant find someone else.