u/DonRoguePoetry

No one wants to get to know me these days

They rather judge me by my cover

Who wants kids with eyes like mine?

Through them,

You see all the trauma I hold between them

So when I sneeze through my flaring nostrils

That are wider than

The distance between me and Prince Charming

They don’t even care to say “Bless You”

Because God doesn’t like ugly

So they just assume God won’t care to

And my prayers and my voice, must sound like a sigh

They think pessimism flows through me

Like a brown river with malaria

So of course they won’t see the light bulb

That’s above my head

They think I don’t get any bright ideas

Since my skin is darker than most

And it’s matte black rather than porcelain gloss

Maybe through poetry

I can turn these blue words into green notes

So when I show people my garden

Such as my roots

And the dandelions that hold my hopes and my dreams

Plus the rose petals I pluck and play like a parlay

Praying she loves me rather than not

They’ll only care about my money tree

That just started blooming, even though

I’ve always had an affinity for nature

But, they never cared to know that back then

Matter fact, they think I came from the wild

That I eat berries, bananas, lettuce and lemons

Not because I choose to be plant-based

Or because I didn’t have to live in the Amazon,

To care about deforestation

Or that I care about the eggs that never got to be chicken

No, they think I’m vegan

Because I must come from a species of herbivores

Because there’s no way someone like me…

Could ever choose to have a heart, right?

They acknowledge I have bones

So they never throw sticks and stones

But the insults they tattoo on my skin

Are never to be seen again

Cause no one ever looks at me twice

What’s love at first sight for a guy like me?

I’m not easy on the eye, and that’s hard to stomach

They think I punch walls for a living

And at night I roll over on a rock bed

And when I wake up at 1:32 AM

They think I crave warm oil over cold water

But I love a good blanket like a baby does

Reading romantacies and watching comedic compilations

I’m a hard-nosed vet when it comes to the soft life

Delicate like a paperback book, read between my lines

But the only fine lines they notice are right by my eyes

So they think I have crows feet

Because a guy like me would never get a pedicure… right?

They leave a guy like me laying in the dirt

Until I’m laying 6 feet under it

A hole I dug myself and jumped off a chair to get into

Apparently the rope I tied didn’t keep me from falling

And on the day of my wake,

When they finally see me as sleeping beauty

They’ll read their eulogies like better poets than I ever was

Yet they’ll conveniently forget to mention,

All the things they said to me

And talk about all the things they never cared to know

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u/DonRoguePoetry — 11 days ago

White powder, red lipstick and nose in my reflection

People greet me with laughter as my reception

To be in their good graces is my obsession

To be who I really am is my depression

A begrudging loner who yearns connection

This mask I wear is my protection

I see a girl who solicits an erection

I want to know her, but I meet rejection

Everything is politics like an election

And likewise, there’s only evil for selection

An eye for an eye leads to blind direction

Guilty verdicts given in misconception

Truth seekers are now in regression

Making more money mistaken as progression

So I’d rather dance alone in my section

Than party with people rife with deception

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https://www.reddit.com/r/OCPoetry/s/RaqiHmN5tF

https://www.reddit.com/r/OCPoetry/s/UIAb6UeYvI

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u/DonRoguePoetry — 11 days ago

There’s a feeling I can’t express anymore

I’ve lost myself to structure

Before I simply let my subconscious scribble

Didn’t think twice about one word

When the world locked down myself checked out

There’s 6 feet between who I was and what I’m now

Buried is the boy who was blessed not to be a man

To not realize the arrogance of patriarchy

And not be subdued by the features of femininity

I lost my senses when I caught COVID

I couldn’t taste the silver lining of what’s on my plate

I no longer smelled the roses of this shit stained fertilizer

Too desensitized to make my eyes flush my feelings

So what’s weighing on my mind is the weight of this dark cloud

But this dark cloud just bubbles like a boiling volcano

That refuses to rupture and refutes reconciliation

With a brighter day

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https://www.reddit.com/r/OCPoetry/s/AkQvbb8y0g

https://www.reddit.com/r/OCPoetry/s/r4juGiMCLC

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u/DonRoguePoetry — 13 days ago