u/DominoDude22

Even jobs were you don’t necessarily have a boss are shitty. Being an uber driver sounds brutal.

*sigh* The advice I always get from her is to exercise and to talk to other people.

I used to go to the gym regularly, I stopped as it didn’t help my mental health at all and was just not fun, same with any type of exercise for me.

She has organised another group meet-up with randoms I don’t know or care to know. Last time I went was a huge waste of time. Why is it so hard for
people to believe that I prefer solitude.

She also tells me every time that getting a job actually improves my mental health. I’ve worked before and it truly makes it worse. One job was so bad I attempted to kill myself because of it.

They don’t help me. They just want me to get back into work despite finding it extremely difficult to cope in the workplace. I’ve told them time and time again that my anxiety shakes become unbearable when I work. They don’t care.

At least my medication helps a little with anxiety, has done fuck all for anything else.

Thankfully my mum doesn’t try to get me to talk to people. Even if it’s other family members it’s completely up to me. I’m very lucky in that regard.

Okay so? Me being on benefits does not impact your life in any way whatsoever. Normies are so hive-minded lolol.

My mum hates my schizo neighbour for not working his entire life. He is in his late 30s. Doesn’t matter if you have genuine reasons on why you should/shouldn’t work. They will attack you regardless.

In my eyes if you find a way to live comfortably with/without neetbux. That’s great! It doesn’t impact me at all. I wish everyone else would have the same mentality.

But then again, if everyone had this mentality. Would neetbux be sustainable? Probably not. I guess in a fucked up way we gotta thank the normies for being so dumb ahahaha.

A week ago or something I made a post about a job interview I had. Well I’ve done it and It truly was an experience.

Arrived at the store, interview on time. Interviewer refused to look at my right to work documents. (Red flag bruh, as soon as that happened I knew I wasn’t getting the job).
Despite telling them and them giving the greenlight for reasonable adjustments. I could tell the interviewer was weirded out by my preparation. It was simply brief notes about the questions.

These fucking normies saying “be prepared bro, companies like it when you show an interest and stuff” is pure cope.

I really hope I get approved for disability bux soon. Until then my job search continues as normal.

sigh

Will this pain ever end?