u/DoNotWantTobeHere0

So ive been using mushrooms for just under a year now and my first heroic dose experience was my best. Pure euphoria, bliss. It was out of this world and magical. Subsequent heroic dose experiences with different types of mushrooms were just meh. Especially with stronger shrooms Like APE. Natal super strength and weaker ones like albino inca star gazer. Have you guys experienced this too or am i alone? Or am i just chasing a dragon. And should i stop seeking a trip similar to my first experience. (i ussually space out my trips for atleast a month) thanks for reading really appreciate you guys reading this.