I feel like I’m just a part of my identity
I don’t see myself as a whole, I feel like I’m a bandage and when I will heal I will disappear and I will be like I was before the trauma.
I see my identity as a village where every person is a different part of me, there is a king that got hurt by a monster and now he is hiding.
The king is my “true self” and the monster the trauma
I don’t know if it’s just magical thinking, trying to understand something that don’t need to be understood.
In a weird way I want to fully remember so that I can be myself again
u/DnartUndCit — 18 hours ago