About two months ago I met a girl who honestly changed my life in a way I didn’t expect at first we just talked normally but quickly it became something deeper we talked every single day shared everything with each other and were always there when one of us needed support.
I started seeing her as someone really close to me like a sister she was the only person who made me feel safe understood and genuinely happy I trusted her with everything I was there for her whenever she needed me and she was there for me too It felt like a real connection something I never had before.
I’m not exaggerating when I say I cared about her deeply but purely in a sisterly way. I never saw her in any other way not even close she was like family to me.
But recently I started noticing a change her messages became shorter more dry and she didn’t seem interested in talking as much anymore I could feel the distance growing between us, and it hurt a lot :(
I asked her if something was wrong or if I did anything she told me she felt insecure and thought I was trying to get too close to her in a different way but that wasn’t true at all I never had any bad intentions, I just wanted her friendship nothing more, to me she was like a sister and that’s all she ever was in my heart.
Yesterday she told me she doesn’t want my friendship anymore that broke me
right now I feel empty and lost I keep thinking about everything wondering if I could’ve done something differently even though I honestly tried my best to be a good friend and make her happy just like I would for my own sisters.
I don’t know how to deal with this I don’t know how to move on from it, it hurts more than I can explain because she really meant a lot to me
I’m writing this while crying I just really miss talking to her :’(