u/Dizzy_Jackfruit_719

I’m 58 years old, been in numerous anti depressants through the years (Duloxetime since 2022). Im thankful with a lot of therapy as well as TMS treatments I no longer think about suicide every day, BUT, the emotional blunting is a bummer. Even worse is never being able to have a drink and get “happy, loose and giggly“. Of course I’ve checked out flowers and mushroom, but SSNRI's even keep those from working (and all the warnings not to mix). Anyone found anything to use/take for an occasional "happy" evening? Thank you!