Nervous about a certain position ruining cuff
Hi all, I had a full hysterectomy June 5th of last year, due to havjng cervical cancer, I am in remission, surgery went smooth healing was nothing, having the vaginal cuff terrifies me, that it is going to rip open and my insides are going to come out. I am very anxiety ridden in general, and it has taken me some time to build up the courage to even make this post, because I don't typically discuss these kind of topics with others, but here it goes.
MY husband and I have been easing back into trying to get a normal sex life back since my treatment ended in September, for the most part it is going okay, and he has been so patient with me and my irrational fears every step of the way, but he is really missing Doggystyle, so far we have only explored, missionary, and side positions, not to be too personal, but I am already making this post so why not just be honest, my husband is pretty well endowed, he has also been really great about not fully penetrating as well, to be honest we both miss doggystyle, but I am just so convinced that the moment we try that is when it will be too rough or painful and rip open the cuff. So I guess my question is, really for mainly my fellow cancer survivors because the radiation exposure to the area makes the healing process a little different ( but I also am curious for non cancer hysterectomy women too) how long after your full hysterectomy/ chemo and radiation did anyone wait until attempting doggystyle, and if so did you feel like it put more pressure on the cuff, or has anyone had a bad experience where doggystyle damaged your cuff? I just need some insight because noone I know has been through any of this and honestly I am kind of a private person so wouldn't feel comfortable discussing with others anyways. Any and all answers are welcome. Thank you in advance ☺️