Freedom...maybe
Done randomly searching. I think I've become bored of the Internet. With all the stimulation, fear mongering, searching up stupid crap, conspiracies, news, window-shopping,etc. I've finally exhausted myself. Like, I want to go do other things now. Today I came across the stories of the missing scientists who worked with supposed ant-gravity. After watching interviews with Amy eskridge, I just sat back and told myself, I think I'm done with all this bizarro crap. The E files, Trump, UFOs, genocides(disturbing imagery), etc. I'm tired and want to live life away from my phone and the Internet.
Everything happening with wars, genocides, economy, etc., is out of control anyways. Fuck it. I'm tired of the Internet. I'm tired of people looking at phones, people telling me random information they saw(horrible news stories that are random and pointless to know), because they stare at the damn phone all day. So many mentally ill people I've involuntarily come across or hear about in podcast-being made famous...stupid shit becoming viral and knowing about it(ignorance is bliss nowadays).
I'm done. I want my old self back (where'd that person go?). The Internet just causes anxiety and depression for me; from what I've listed and time wasting. And before people defend the Internet, and say it's a tool and amazing, I don't care. People don't really use the Internet or social media that way. Not as much as they claim people do. Also, when I need to learn something, the information is wrong sometimes, AI slop, YouTube and search engines come up with videos/information that aren't relevant to what I searched for. Taking a hiatus. End rant.