I'm 32, recently diagnosed with breast cancer DCIS grade 2, hormone positive, no lumps/tumor but calcification 7cm or something in my left breast, the only symptom I had was nipple discharge. I'm scheduled for DMX next week, no MRI and further testing except genetic testing and I'm panicking. My oncologist mentioned final pathology will determine further treatment plan (whatever that means 😱) but chemo is unlikely and radiation is TBD. All genetic testing came back negative, no family history of cancer of any type.
I'm lost as I have no family here, my spouse is disabled (so I'm the sole provider), the people I thought are my friends literally have ghosted me. No one to talk to, no helper, just started my job 3 months ago so don't qualify for anything, currently in the army reserve. I'm scared of losing my job, health insurance, treatment and etc. I feel like I'm cursed. Lived a healthy lifestyle all my life, i was hoping it would be genetic so I can at least blame it as the reason why.
Has anyone been in similar situation or currently in one? How did you cope or any mechanism? I feel like I will loose my mind before the cancer 😭😭😭