u/Distinct-Pickle-7920

I am a 20yr old cs professional student cleared executive first try ik the attempts dont matter and just to make it clear i have academics in my hand i know i can clear this aswell but for some reason this course just feels depressing not the process but the outcome the lack of respect and earning seems low and the work hours are sky rocketing in a tier 2-3 city its almost neglected i am considering finishing the exams but not pursuing it any further if anyone has been through this feeling or has experienced the opposite (good pay respect and balance with personal life) pls help.