I feel I have abilities that are trying to surface
I *think* I’m in the right community. If not, please advise where this should go!
I guess I’m not entirely sure what to share, but my ultimate goal is to uncover what abilities I have. My mother has always jokingly told me I’m psychic my entire life (I’m a 34 f) and my mom’s lineage has always had strong connections to spirits. I don’t necessarily take that as a good thing but it could hold insight? I’m a strong believer in God and I struggle knowing how to reconcile the two, but feel there may be a way. Not that I’m looking for loopholes, but instead, legitimate understanding of how the two may exist together. I have a very strong gut instinct, which I feel can’t always be explained by logic and pattern recognition, which I do excel in. I have been told I scream my thoughts. I have always had an unsettling sense of the unseen around me. I’m a very good read of people. People tend to open up to me, if I am ‘open’. (I feel I go through periods where I project being l closed off). I have experienced intense trauma most of my life (childhood and my previous marriage and now a different journey) and the things I have learned along the way could be informing these feelings and readings of others. I tend to know things I shouldn’t know. I often say the same things others are thinking and then they tell me that’s what they were thinking. This happens daily, oddly. I have noticed a consistent theme with numbers in my life. I will turn on the radio to the song that was in my head. I have always had the most vivid of dreams that I mostly and almost always remember.
I’m sure there’s a lot more, but for the sake of posting this and getting insight, I’m ending here.
What abilities do I have? How do I explore these?? How do I hone them? SHOULD I hone them? Should I leave them alone?
Thank you in advance for reading and sharing your thoughts!