I’m very confused need advice?
About 3-4 months ago I had a seizure (my first and only since) although I have had auras or focal awares think they are the same. I have had them before my seizure but never lead up to one. I thought it was quite a nice feeling😂😂😂. When I had my proper seizure was at work. I got an aura but it just escalated into a seizure. I was told it was around 20 minutes but no one knows the exact time I dont think. I haven’t been diagnosed and I have an eeg soon. I’ve been talking medication but Im just taking another 2 weeks until I increase my dose again because the side effects get me. I’m on 50x2 lamotrigine and a low amount of keppra. I smoke weed to deal with these side effects. I smoked weed before my seizure and tbh I am addicted. Honestly since my seizure and taking medication weed has actually been helping me. I’m lazy especially right now but if I have a smoke I’ll go and clean it. Sometime I have no appetite and can’t eat through the day and it catches up on the night and I’m starving and can’t sleep, but if I have a smoke I don’t have any problem with that. I mostly am just inside all day and I know going to the gym will make me feel better and stuff like that but the difference I feel is real and it helps. Also I am aware that because I do smoke and I am addicted it does make being sober feel worse. I just feel like I need a break and I can’t even relax in my own bed sometimes.