u/DifferentLaw2421

Here is my story in a nutshell I used to learn linux and networking when I was in high school but not directly hacking , then in the uni I started to learn a bit more about tools , then I participated in a ctf (which was first time it is done in my country) , I realized how weak I am although I am willing to learn more am really a curious person and not just a random "Oh I want ppl to call me hacker" , now I am so lost I have many courses on udemy and YT saved but idk I want someone to guide me what I must do ? Currently my skills are i networking and some basic linux

First my goal is to learn and I am willing to work hard but I need some guidance , I have a video for a random conflict and I am curious I want to know where it happened (no political reasons just educational reasons) how should I start ?
(I repeat I just want to learn)