I’m mad for myself.
I’m 18 years old, I’m supposed to graduate this year. I won’t. And I’m pissed off about it, I open my socials every day to see an old friend from public school in a graduation cap and I can’t help but feel jealous, and that makes me feel bad because I should be happy for them but I’m not. They’ll do good in life, finish college, get a good job and house and all of that picture perfect jazz. And I’ll remain the same person I am now, miserable and wishing that my parents had made the right choice for me. I can’t help but feel some sort of way towards my parents, how hard was it to keep me in public school? I was on track to actually be something in my life. Now I’ll forever be a slave to corporate America, working for minimum wage for the rest of my life because I doubt I’ll ever get a higher level of education. I’m just so angry for myself.