You don't know what to say or let it out to. But all the same goes through you again and again, this edge that gets you all angry and the other part of you that knows it's to not let it ruin other things already there, so you try to either listen or lower it down,all in the same for you to get bottled up and not do bad to other gets you to stay silent or doing otherwise things, and feeding yourself up until you have gotten to know that it no longer is anger but this suffocation of something resembles deep unhappiness and fire combined, and it's mostly eating you up, but then that state vanishes up just an excuse it gets overtime and cools down, and you can't even know if you even had properly and why were there only tears in the end.
It just ends up going through another cycle before it finally just falls apart and you don't know what could be hold responsible cause you while knowing it still are just as that ignorant that you forgot to have a clear look and remember what it is.
it just feels like yeah I have known that for a while yet I don't know how to counter it out, it feels like years of buildup to this and now it's like that, only anger is what remains on the surface cause the rest is under the bottle and the cap is sealed and so on for you to release just make situations worse even while trying to keep it in and at the end when you look at the mess..
it's not just the reflection but the mirror too.
[What is this?
Do you think this is something you felt through?
And I would like to say, my motive was just to put it out here, a small part of my writing. I love to write things.
And if this doesn't make sense please move on and push this to the background simply. But if it did have something on you, or you want to understand what this is. I'd like to hear what you think. ]