u/Different-Start-2099

I know im not the first or the last person to rant abt this, but ugh I feel so stupid. I got a D in both math 172 and Chem 151 and I just feel like an idiot. Im a fucking Chem major. How am I supposed to do this if I can't even pass trig or general Chem. Im trying to retake them over the summer but it doesnt make me feel better. I just feel like im too stupid to do this and im gonna fail. Life just sucks ass rn and idk how to make it feel better

I (19) cant take it anymore. My body hurts all the time. Specifically my shoulders, back, hips and knees. I cant use mobility aids for my hips/back bc crutches can fuck up your shoulders. The only things ive found for shoulders are braces but the one I tried getting didnt work. I went to PT, I got MRIs, ive tried exercises and it helped but PT is expensive, the mri didnt show anything that can be surgically fixed (I got told I have "loose joint sockets" which apparently isnt even a proper term) and the exercises only help for so long

It hurts to lie down. My joints ache. Im a host at a restaurant so I cant sit while working and every other job in my town I could get would both pay less and id still be standing. Im just tired. The only thing that helps till I can get to sleep is a heating pad and I cant use that all the time. I just want solutions. Even short term ones atp.

TLDR please. What helps you. I cant use mobility aids (fucked shoulders, fucked hips and knees) and im a broke college student. Im not asking if it'll get better bc atp its been getting progressively worse for four years. I just want to know if it gets manageable