u/Different-Bat-3079

Hello, I would say that I am at a first grade level when it comes to the occult although I've been studying it for quite some time, LOL. I do have a bit of a past when it comes to the subject, both of my grandparents were involved in Santeria. My grandfather was the high level priest. My mother raised me to be a Christian but from the time to time we lived with my grandmother a lot of stuff rubbed up on me, lol. My journey has been a slow but powerful one since 2018 maybe but I didn't take it seriously till 2024, give or take. It started off with summoning demons at Eighteen but definitely evolved from there in 2024 when I got into satanism but then kind of Got sick of getting up at 3AM to do a prayer so I did my own thing for a while but then last July life had been horrific to keep it simple so I one day came across manifesting and it changed everything! I mean it helped me heal as well fall back in love with my passion which brings me to what I am saying.

I did a sex magick ritual a couple times in the past and for example I did one in December and it was awesome. To say As Above So Below My Manifestation went beyond a distance that I didn't think my soul could go is an understatement So for May I wanted to work on a problem that's debilitated my life for years which is procrastination so I watched a video on how to make a sigil because I want to take my spirituality and creativity around my passion to a whole new level starting this month. I already went a a distance I didn't think I would go on Friday but then procrastination fucked me Saturday and Sunday but anyways in the video she said there are different methods but the one I did was write 'I Am Proactive' cut out the vowels and repetitive letters before crafting a symbol. Then I continued the ritual where from 4:00 a.m. to about 7:00 I just continuously envisioned everything I want from killing the procrastination instinct but man it got so hard and then soft and then hard again LOL. There were so many times I had to fight thinking about people or whatever that wasn't related to my manifestations, you know? Around 6:00 a.m. I paused to do Liber Resh before getting right back into it then it was like there were so many times I was so close but just couldn't finish and others where I would start envisioning people and we have to force myself to think about the company I have in mind or the logo OR projects or anything related to my passion that I'm turning into a career. I wound up taking a break and lay down before crashing. It is now 10:14 a.m. and I plan on finishing but if anybody have any advice that would be beyond helpful because climaxing is so difficult.

Hello, I would say that I am at a first grade level when it comes to the occult although I've been studying it for quite some time, LOL. I do have a bit of a past when it comes to the subject, both of my grandparents were involved in Santeria. My grandfather was the high level priest. My mother raised me to be a Christian but from the time to time we lived with my grandmother a lot of stuff rubbed up on me, lol. My journey has been a slow but powerful one since 2018 maybe but I didn't take it seriously till 2024, give or take. It started off with summoning demons at Eighteen but definitely evolved from there in 2024 when I got into satanism but then kind of Got sick of getting up at 3AM to do a prayer so I did my own thing for a while but then last July life had been horrific to keep it simple so I one day came across manifesting and it changed everything! I mean it helped me heal as well fall back in love with my passion which brings me to what I am saying.

I did a sex magick ritual a couple times in the past and for example I did one in December and it was awesome. To say As Above So Below My Manifestation went beyond a distance that I didn't think my soul could go is an understatement So for May I wanted to work on a problem that's debilitated my life for years which is procrastination so I watched a video on how to make a sigil because I want to take my spirituality and creativity around my passion to a whole new level starting this month. I already went a a distance I didn't think I would go on Friday but then procrastination fucked me Saturday and Sunday but anyways in the video she said there are different methods but the one I did was write 'I Am Proactive' cut out the vowels and repetitive letters before crafting a symbol. Then I continued the ritual where from 4:00 a.m. to about 7:00 I just continuously envisioned everything I want from killing the procrastination instinct but man it got so hard and then soft and then hard again LOL. There were so many times I had to fight thinking about people or whatever that wasn't related to my manifestations, you know? Around 6:00 a.m. I paused to do Liber Resh before getting right back into it then it was like there were so many times I was so close but just couldn't finish and others where I would start envisioning people and we have to force myself to think about the company I have in mind or the logo OR projects or anything related to my passion that I'm turning into a career. I wound up taking a break and lay down before crashing. It is now 10:14 a.m. and I plan on finishing but if anybody have any advice that would be beyond helpful because climaxing is so difficult.

Hello, I would say that I am at a first grade level when it comes to the occult although I've been studying it for quite some time, LOL. I do have a bit of a past when it comes to the subject, both of my grandparents were involved in Santeria. My grandfather was the high level priest. My mother raised me to be a Christian but from the time to time we lived with my grandmother a lot of stuff rubbed up on me, lol. My journey has been a slow but powerful one since 2018 maybe but I didn't take it seriously till 2024, give or take. It started off with summoning demons at Eighteen but definitely evolved from there in 2024 when I got into satanism but then kind of Got sick of getting up at 3AM to do a prayer so I did my own thing for a while but then last July life had been horrific to keep it simple so I one day came across manifesting and it changed everything! I mean it helped me heal as well fall back in love with my passion which brings me to what I am saying.

I did a sex magick ritual a couple times in the past and for example I did one in December and it was awesome. To say As Above So Below My Manifestation went beyond a distance that I didn't think my soul could go is an understatement So for May I wanted to work on a problem that's debilitated my life for years which is procrastination so I watched a video on how to make a sigil because I want to take my spirituality and creativity around my passion to a whole new level starting this month. I already went a a distance I didn't think I would go on Friday but then procrastination fucked me Saturday and Sunday but anyways in the video she said there are different methods but the one I did was write 'I Am Proactive' cut out the vowels and repetitive letters before crafting a symbol. Then I continued the ritual where from 4:00 a.m. to about 7:00 I just continuously envisioned everything I want from killing the procrastination instinct but man it got so hard and then soft and then hard again LOL. There were so many times I had to fight thinking about people or whatever that wasn't related to my manifestations, you know? Around 6:00 a.m. I paused to do Liber Resh before getting right back into it then it was like there were so many times I was so close but just couldn't finish and others where I would start envisioning people and we have to force myself to think about the company I have in mind or the logo OR projects or anything related to my passion that I'm turning into a career. I wound up taking a break and lay down before crashing. It is now 10:14 a.m. and I plan on finishing but if anybody have any advice that would be beyond helpful because climaxing is so difficult.

Hello, I would say that I am at a first grade level when it comes to the occult although I've been studying it for quite some time, LOL. I do have a bit of a past when it comes to the subject, both of my grandparents were involved in Santeria. My grandfather was the high level priest. My mother raised me to be a Christian but from the time to time we lived with my grandmother a lot of stuff rubbed up on me, lol. My journey has been a slow but powerful one since 2018 maybe but I didn't take it seriously till 2024, give or take. It started off with summoning demons at Eighteen but definitely evolved from there in 2024 when I got into satanism but then kind of Got sick of getting up at 3AM to do a prayer so I did my own thing for a while but then last July life had been horrific to keep it simple so I one day came across manifesting and it changed everything! I mean it helped me heal as well fall back in love with my passion which brings me to what I am saying.

I did a sex magick ritual a couple times in the past and for example I did one in December and it was awesome. To say As Above So Below My Manifestation went beyond a distance that I didn't think my soul could go is an understatement So for May I wanted to work on a problem that's debilitated my life for years which is procrastination so I watched a video on how to make a sigil because I want to take my spirituality and creativity around my passion to a whole new level starting this month. I already went a a distance I didn't think I would go on Friday but then procrastination fucked me Saturday and Sunday but anyways in the video she said there are different methods but the one I did was write 'I Am Proactive' cut out the vowels and repetitive letters before crafting a symbol. Then I continued the ritual where from 4:00 a.m. to about 7:00 I just continuously envisioned everything I want from killing the procrastination instinct but man it got so hard and then soft and then hard again LOL. There were so many times I had to fight thinking about people or whatever that wasn't related to my manifestations, you know? Around 6:00 a.m. I paused to do Liber Resh before getting right back into it then it was like there were so many times I was so close but just couldn't finish and others where I would start envisioning people and we have to force myself to think about the company I have in mind or the logo OR projects or anything related to my passion that I'm turning into a career. I wound up taking a break and lay down before crashing. It is now 10:14 a.m. and I plan on finishing but if anybody have any advice that would be beyond helpful because climaxing is so difficult.

Hello, I would say that I am at a first grade level when it comes to the occult although I've been studying it for quite some time, LOL. I do have a bit of a past when it comes to the subject, both of my grandparents were involved in Santeria. My grandfather was the high level priest. My mother raised me to be a Christian but from the time to time we lived with my grandmother a lot of stuff rubbed up on me, lol. My journey has been a slow but powerful one since 2018 maybe but I didn't take it seriously till 2024, give or take. It started off with summoning demons at Eighteen but definitely evolved from there in 2024 when I got into satanism but then kind of Got sick of getting up at 3AM to do a prayer so I did my own thing for a while but then last July life had been horrific to keep it simple so I one day came across manifesting and it changed everything! I mean it helped me heal as well fall back in love with my passion which brings me to what I am saying.

I did a sex magick ritual a couple times in the past and for example I did one in December and it was awesome. To say As Above So Below My Manifestation went beyond a distance that I didn't think my soul could go is an understatement So for May I wanted to work on a problem that's debilitated my life for years which is procrastination so I watched a video on how to make a sigil because I want to take my spirituality and creativity around my passion to a whole new level starting this month. I already went a a distance I didn't think I would go on Friday but then procrastination fucked me Saturday and Sunday but anyways in the video she said there are different methods but the one I did was write 'I Am Proactive' cut out the vowels and repetitive letters before crafting a symbol. Then I continued the ritual where from 4:00 a.m. to about 7:00 I just continuously envisioned everything I want from killing the procrastination instinct but man it got so hard and then soft and then hard again LOL. There were so many times I had to fight thinking about people or whatever that wasn't related to my manifestations, you know? Around 6:00 a.m. I paused to do Liber Resh before getting right back into it then it was like there were so many times I was so close but just couldn't finish and others where I would start envisioning people and we have to force myself to think about the company I have in mind or the logo OR projects or anything related to my passion that I'm turning into a career. I wound up taking a break and lay down before crashing. It is now 10:14 a.m. and I plan on finishing but if anybody have any advice that would be beyond helpful because climaxing is so difficult.

Hello, I would say that I am at a first grade level when it comes to the occult although I've been studying it for quite some time, LOL. I do have a bit of a past when it comes to the subject, both of my grandparents were involved in Santeria. My grandfather was the high level priest. My mother raised me to be a Christian but from the time to time we lived with my grandmother a lot of stuff rubbed up on me, lol. My journey has been a slow but powerful one since 2018 maybe but I didn't take it seriously till 2024, give or take. It started off with summoning demons at Eighteen but definitely evolved from there in 2024 when I got into satanism but then kind of Got sick of getting up at 3AM to do a prayer so I did my own thing for a while but then last July life had been horrific to keep it simple so I one day came across manifesting and it changed everything! I mean it helped me heal as well fall back in love with my passion which brings me to what I am saying.

I did a sex magick ritual a couple times in the past and for example I did one in December and it was awesome. To say As Above So Below My Manifestation went beyond a distance that I didn't think my soul could go is an understatement So for May I wanted to work on a problem that's debilitated my life for years which is procrastination so I watched a video on how to make a sigil because I want to take my spirituality and creativity around my passion to a whole new level starting this month. I already went a a distance I didn't think I would go on Friday but then procrastination fucked me Saturday and Sunday but anyways in the video she said there are different methods but the one I did was write 'I Am Proactive' cut out the vowels and repetitive letters before crafting a symbol. Then I continued the ritual where from 4:00 a.m. to about 7:00 I just continuously envisioned everything I want from killing the procrastination instinct but man it got so hard and then soft and then hard again LOL. There were so many times I had to fight thinking about people or whatever that wasn't related to my manifestations, you know? Around 6:00 a.m. I paused to do Liber Resh before getting right back into it then it was like there were so many times I was so close but just couldn't finish and others where I would start envisioning people and we have to force myself to think about the company I have in mind or the logo OR projects or anything related to my passion that I'm turning into a career. I wound up taking a break and lay down before crashing. It is now 10:14 a.m. and I plan on finishing but if anybody have any advice that would be beyond helpful because climaxing is so difficult.

I'm pretty beginner-level with the occult, even though I’ve studied for a while. I’ve done sex magick a few times with strong results. For May, I’m focusing on overcoming procrastination and boosting creativity. I did a sigil from ‘I am proactive,’ but during the ritual I kept getting distracted by random thoughts and people instead of my intention. I got close but couldn’t finish and ended up falling asleep. I plan to try again any advice on staying focused and completing the ritual would help, especially since climaxing is difficult for me.