u/Dietcokeicecream

im in a kinda difficult and sad situation. in short i feel like i dont really belong in life and im super certain about what God is calling me to do in my life in my vocation. i struggle with habitual sin and i dont have the motivation to pray.

sometimes i go long times without prayer and get distracted by other things my day. and when i do pray i cant help but feel ashamed. Like after ive sinned and not prayed for hours now im the one coming back and asking for help asking for this and trying to pray. i feel like i let God and myself down, i feel like im fake when i pray bc ik that i would sin again and avoid prayer again.

ik God is merciful and loving. but i have a hard time thinking everything is alright.