Hi i am 21 M , 3rd neet dropper. Couldn't clear this attempt also
I am planning to explore bca , I had PCB in 12th
Please suggest to me colleges and shall I go for specialisation like data science/ aiml or in a whole shall I drop this idea of bca or explore something else .
Hey friends, 3rd neet dropper here , guess what 6 days to my exam and I have fucked my this attempt too . I don't know what I am going to do in my future but please listen to my advice once if you are taking a drop :
Please don't study from Pw paid batches (yakeen / lakshya / anything else ) . PW IS GOD OF UNNECESSARY LECTURES.
Physics + chem + bio approx 750-800 lec , 2hr each if we calculate - 1500-1600 hours , if you study daily 8 hours without any miss still you will need 200 days non stop, without any day off ,which is humanly impossible
Instead from one shot
Bio 32 × 5h app + Chem 25 × 8h + phy 28 × 10h
= 650 hours almost 1/3 third of what detailed lec takes and still doable
And now comes the main part Watching lec is Shit! You can't consider yourself studying if you are watching lec ( I wish I understood this ). You have to additional REVISE , SELF STUDY, QUESTION PRACTICE, TEST to grasp a content no matter you have studied from detailed or one shot
Now these pw teachers manipulate you and brainwash you in such a way to make you believe that if you don't watch detailed lec you can't succeed or understand .
Every drop year I blamed myself and thought everything was my mistake and started listening what my teacher said
Was it all teachers fault ? Definitely not , 100% I have my mistake because studying from the same resources many got in college but I couldn't, but I should have understood not everyone can do the same amount of hardwork to succeed, specially when you are capable enough.
Oh God I feel like crying while writing this , i wasted the most precious time of my life , I am already 21 will be 22 in a few months ( 2004 born ), my friends are doing internship and earning money and all will graduate next year and I have wasted everything, I have fucked my mental health, I have become unhealthy fat obese , I have destroyed my relationship with my parents , I have broken their trust again and again . I lost my friend circle , I am depressed. This exam took everything from me and on top of that I still don't know what I shall do in future
Sorry quite a rant , take care friends, I ain't doing well with my mental health so all this
Take care and all the best everyone .