u/DeviceAccomplished90

Im addicted to anything: nic, weed, alc. Ive tried being sober and bettering my life a million times. How and where do I get the strength to be sober???

Ive tried exercising, journaling, ​connecting with nature, going on walks when I want to use, calling support lines, support groups, telling my support system. I cant hold myself accountable and can't discipline myself to upkeep sobriety.

My main issue is I have no motivation to do anything until im under the influence of a substance. ​