The Skill Thief's Canvas - Chapter 106 (Book 4 Chapter 11)
Through a half-lidded stare of fading consciousness, Valeria watched as fire consumed the world around her.
An inferno of scorching flames invaded the room like a torrential flood. It didn't behave as fire should, moving with speed and purpose, as opposed to indiscriminately engulfing everything in its path.
Realm-based fire, then, she determined, her thoughts dulling by the second. Aspreay?
As if to confirm her theory, the Dark Lord of Penumbria's maniacal laughter echoed from nearby. He was having the time of his life setting the Dragons' Tower aflame. Emperor Ciro was frozen in a mixture between disbelief and outage, while Adam almost seemed...relieved.
Why relieved? Valeria didn't know. She couldn't figure it out. Not with the injuries to her Canvas caused by overusing Bloody Truth, or the sensation of blistering heat on her skin, or the literal holes in her body. It was all too much.
Her vision continued to fade by the second. She could sense Adam and Aspreay conversing with Divine Knowledge, but could no longer hear what they were discussing.
When she finally collapsed, Valeria's last thought was that she'd better awaken to learn what the two of them were plotting. She couldn't tolerate a mystery unsolved.
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With the Grandmaster dead, there was precious little in the world Valeria hated more than knowing less about her surroundings than someone else.
Thus, her focus upon regaining consciousness wasn't on how grave her injuries were. Instead, it was split between where she was and how she'd gotten there.
"Fire," Valeria coughed out. The words ached in her throat, and she was distantly aware of how feverish she must sound. She felt sheets covering her, and a pillow beneath her head, indicating a bed. "Aspreay came and–"
Solara shook her head in annoyance, pressing a finger of warning to the detective's forehead. "You want answers? Well, that's just great. I want you to lie down and rest. Let's make a trade here."
Without waiting for a response, the Lady of Gama pushed Valeria down to the bed. It didn't seem to take much effort. "Not a word until you stop struggling."
In some ways, Valeria was almost glad for the threat. Easier to listen to reason that way. "Fine, fine! You've got me, my lady."
The Detective winced – even putting on her usual theatrical voice felt too much at the moment. "Now speak," she said, in an uncharacteristically annoyed tone, "What happened, where am–"
Two fingers stopped her this time. "Easy there. Let's not reopen your many wounds." Solara sounded far, far too pleased with being in control. "We're back in Penumbria. Adam used the fire to regroup – he needed time to adjust to the First Painter's soul. Things got really chaotic back there."
Valeria nodded weakly. I remember some of it. My consciousness left me just as the flames grew near. It's a minor miracle that I'm alive right now.
Though the word 'miracle' had only ever stoked her curiosity. Where others saw blessings of providence, she saw questions to be answered. How had she survived? How severe were her injuries? And most importantly...
"How did we escape?" Ciro was unlikely to just sit there as his most hated foes in the world fled. "Did anyone else die?"
"No," Solara said. "Aspreay's fire spread too quickly for the Emperor to ignore. Last we saw, Ciro was busy trying to save the Dragon's Tower from ruin so he could study its remnants."
That made some amount of sense. Investigating the Tower had why they all went there in the first place. Mayhaps I should ask what we uncovered – if anything.
Even in her head, the notion sounded foolish. Valeria knew her capacity for processing complex thought simply wasn't there at the moment. Everything felt so hazy and disorienting right now, like she was viewing her own mind through a smudged pane of glass.
Might as well focus on lesser matters, then. "What of my injuries?" This time, Valeria didn't bother trying to sound theatrical, prompting Solara to raise an eyebrow. "Am I dying?"
"I...don't know. You're alive now, at least."
Solara offered a weak smile, then sighed in weaker exasperation. "Not for your lack of trying, mind you. Bloody Truth removed entire chunks of your organs. A whole kidney, half of your liver – even part of your lungs is missing."
That's why my breath is so short, Valeria thought. Should keep that in mind.
Like I did before.
"Adam and the other Lords used their Realms to heal you as much as they could, but...." Solara cast her eyes downward. "They couldn't fix everything. Much of the damage is...likely permanent."
"Of course it is," Valeria immediately said. "A Lord's Realm may restore a person's body to match their Canvas, but my Bloody Truth erases the Canvas itself. You can erase badly-painted linework to restore a blank space, yet there's little you can do if someone rips a chunk out of the fabric with a sword, is there?"
For all her prior smugness, Solara paled at the question. Several heartbeats passed before she continued. "I honestly don't know how long you can last like this. Even now, the only reason you still live is because our Lords are using Orders to simulate some of your organ function."
Now, that, Valeria mused, was quite clever of them. She was surprised they'd thought of it without her around. "Why haven't they just created replacement organs for me?" she asked.
"Because those recreations only exist as long as their Lord Realms hold. If their Realms were broken, or if you took a step outside their Walls..."
Valeria considered pointing out that it would still be less strenuous to give her facsimiles of a lung and the like than to constantly drain Canvases by replicating their functions. After a bit more thought, however, she concluded it was better to remain silent. The Lords don't know enough about anatomy to Order a precise replacement. They're afraid they'll kill me in the attempt.
"It's nothing Puppetry cannot cure," she said, in a tired voice. "We cannot die so long as our Core remains intact, and there are Puppets with more wooden prosthetics than flesh. Aspreay survived being nothing more than a Core, if you remember."
Solara's glare showed that, unfortunately, she was more aware of Puppetry than her old prejudices would indicate. "Not every Puppet is created the same. I know that for some, the loss of their body can damage their soul as well. Something to do with when they were made and how advanced of a Puppetry process was used." Why must you be clever the one time I wish you weren't? "You might not die, but replacing most of your body...can't feel pleasant. You'd be lucky to retain what's left of your sanity."
Neither of them pointed out that Aspreay had done just that. Both were in silent agreement that the man had always delighted in his own madness from the start.
"Moreover," Solara noted dryly, "don't tell me that you didn't notice it."
She didn't need to elaborate. Valeria heaved a heavier sigh than before. "My Core was damaged during the fight," she conceded. "And that is not so easily replaced."
"Meaning we ought to avoid straining your soul if at all possible. Except...we can't really avoid getting you some prosthetic organs. Your state is–"
"Ah, ahhh, enough with the worries, damn you! Not all of my body will need to be replaced."
A measure of Valeria's strength returned to her, and with it a measure of her confidence. "You shouldn't fret so much. It'll be a simple procedure."
"I doubt that," Solara scoffed, "but I don't have any choice but to nod and hope for the best. More importantly – is there anyone else capable of organ replacement surgery, or are you going to have to operate on yourself?"
Valeria managed a grim laugh at the cost of some mildly debilitating pain. "I'm the only one who can create Puppets, but limbs are closer to cosmetic attachments. It is a popular hobby in the Mines to swap out body parts for party tricks."
It brought the detective no small amount of joy to watch the elven lady shiver in horror, yet attempt to play off her reaction as calm acceptance of her friend's culture. "That is...fantastic," Solara said slowly. "Nonetheless, the replacement of parts that were still 'alive', for lack of a better term, is a wholly different beast from an artificial-for-artificial swap, I take it?"
"Not entirely."
"Partially, then?"
Valeria hesitated. Were she not so drained, an argument would've reached her lips. As she was, though...
"Yes. It will be a little tricky." The Detective noticed Solara's concern and pressed forth. "Call on some of my people from the Mines and we shall have this matter settled in no time. I'll be up on my feet within a few weeks."
"Good," Solara nodded. "That means the next time you walk, it will be on a land free of all the issues that plague us."
Some things may be nonchalantly said, but not nonchalantly received. This was one of them. "Meaning?" Valeria asked, her voice tightening.
"The two original Painters are dead," Solara casually remarked. Too casually, some might say, to speak of dead gods. "There will be no further Rot created. We still need to find ways to contain what already exists and mitigate its impact, but...the world is safe. And with Adam's new powers, maybe the day will come when we can restore everything that was lost. Once he masters it, Ciro will lose any chance of winning."
"Meaning that if no further action is taken by any relevant parties," Valeria said, "the linear passage of time will crown us the victors of this war."
"A lovely thought, is it not?" Solara's voice was tinged with bitter amusement. "A month or two from now, and Adam will have solved all our problems. Mayhaps sooner, should he prove himself able to rewrite his past with the First Painter's ability. It's not really a Talent, so we aren't clear how that'll work."
There was a possibility that merely stealing Lawrence's soul wouldn't grant Adam access to the man's powers. Valeria felt little concern there; her studies of the Grandmaster's techniques had convinced her that there was no power in this or any world that some mild blasphemy and desecration of corpses couldn't accommodate for.
More pressingly, however, was what the Emperor's response would be. "Our impending victory is cause for concern, I fear. Ciro is an animal that I would have preferred to avoid cornering. Much like how you'd want to defeat your opponent in a single strike in that Espada-de-Guerra game you adore so very much."
Solara stared at her with a deadly sort of solemnity. "That would be a terrible strategy." There was no trace of humor in her voice. "Why risk everything on a dramatic finish? What if the dice don't favor you? Just starve them out after you've erased their chance for a comeback. There is no mechanic in the game that lets a defeated party mount a sudden turnaround—why would there be? Such a lack of balance would only reward careless play!"
Valeria needed to blink once, and slowly at that, to have the time to process Solara's reaction. Is this a joke? She tilted her head to study the woman better, the small motion hurting painfully. No. She looks completely earnest. Best I not engage with this.
"I meant it not as a full analogy," the Detective said, with an even tone. "Rather, my lady, I ask you to imagine a scenario where your beloved game allowed for a piece like Ciro to exist. Someone with enough power to wipe out cities, to eradicate armies by his lonesome, and—"
"Were the Wargaming guildmaster to introduce such a piece, the community would summarily have him executed."
Now the Detective required two slow blinks and one deep breath to compose herself. I am certain that was a joke. That hope was laid to rest when she gazed again at Solara and saw a burning intensity in her eyes. One might think she takes this more seriously than the actual war we engage with.
"Yes, of course, such a decision would be foolish," Valeria offered, as if appeasing an unruly monarch. "More importantly, it means that Ciro will forgo the financial concerns that held him back previously. He'll mount a full scale attack whenever possible. Between him and Valente, I doubt that he would need much of an army anyhow."
Solara held a silent gaze for a moment too long. Valeria could tell that the Lady of Gama's mind was still lingering on Espada-de-Guerra. She resolved herself to tread carefully, lest the other woman force her to play the damned game to learn of its intricacies. That would be unpleasant at the best of times, and more so now while Valeria was too injured to escape.
Her rescue came in the form of a knock.
"Ah." Solara stood up. "We can continue later. Your visitor has been waiting patiently for you to wake up."
"My visitor?" Valeria asked blankly. "I have a visitor?"
Solara smoothed her dark overcoat, then picked up a bright purple hat that in absolutely no way, form, or function aesthetically matched her clothing. "A novel concept, I am certain, for you to have people who care about you."
Valeria was tempted to play along, or even to tell Solara to burn in dragonfire. Instead, the strange feeling of aimlessness that'd haunted her since slaying the Grandmaster caught up with for long enough to admit the truth.
"Indeed. It is...novel."
She gripped her bedsheets with her Puppet hand. The sensation didn't feel quite right. Never did. Never would. "It's not the kind of sentimentality I permitted myself the time for, should it hinder my goals. Now that I have accomplished those...well, I seem to find myself out of excuses."
Valeria didn't know how she wanted Solara to respond. Perhaps it would be more accurate to say that she wanted no response at all, and on some level regretted speaking to begin with.
Marvelously, her visitor came to her rescue again. "Pardon me," said a new voice, entering the room and holding an atrociously hideous bouquet of flowers. "I hear my favorite Detective has awoken."
And my gallant knight comes bearing a double-edged sword, Valeria thought tiredly. "Ferrero," she said. Nothing more came out of her mouth. How was one supposed to respond to that?
Solara appeared to have mistaken her silence for something else, for she glanced furtively between the two. "Adam requires my presence," she said, "so I shall leave you both alone. If you need me—"
Surely the woman had a plan for finishing her sentence, but she didn't seem inclined to inform either Puppet of what it was as she closed the door behind her and disappeared with spectacular speed.
Ferrero showed no reaction to the elf's vanishing act, instead flashing a wide, warm smile at Valeria. "Nice to see you in good spirits," he said.
"Mayhaps, but that's the extent of what's good about my condition." Valeria would've protested that she felt fine had he sounded more downtrodden. She couldn't help herself from disagreeing with the man out of habit. "Standing without a cane will be impossible for a few months. I fear you lot will have to handle Ciro without me."
"Ah! A chance for the rest of us to earn some glory, then." Just as she often liked to contradict Ferrero, he almost always insisted there was a bright side to things, even in the midst of a total eclipse. "You slew the Grandmaster, seized the Puppet Throne for yourself, and acquired the intel we needed to compete with the Empire. Enjoy your well-deserved rest and let us take care of the rest."
Valeria stared hard at him. "No." When he raised an eyebrow and tilted his head in too-obvious amusement, she said with more intensity, "No."
His amusement faded slightly, but not completely. Ferrero crossed his arms and said, "What would you do while bedridden?"
"Much." The enormity of her own lie had her clutching tightly at her bedsheets. "But I will allow myself to take a step back from the front lines, so that others can enjoy some of the glory, as you so sharply and impolitely demand of me."
Ferrero's features softened. He seemed delighted rather than offended as he ought to be. "On behalf of us all: I thank you, my lady."
He bowed, the motion a tad too formal and theatrical. When he looked up at her again, there was nary a hint of seriousness in his eyes. "I shall not waste this chance you have kindly bestowed upon me. Glory will be mine...or whatever the proper thing I should seek is."
She nearly asked him what he truly sought after, but her pride kept her silent. Valeria couldn't just ask him more about himself, she was a detective—the greatest detective in the world. Besides, why should she care to learn more of his dreams?
"I refuse to lay here as a useless lump, however. The Grandmaster's..." She paused, then nodded to herself. "My crows are still important for quick communication over long distances."
Ferrero narrowed his eyes and regarded her warily for a moment, evidently trying to decide whether this was enough of a compromise. "Very well," he said. "I suppose that shouldn't interfere much with your recovery."
"It should not." Valeria elected not to point out that her Canvas would be Stained for some time after she got her artificial organs transplanted. "But there is one more thing I need to do. Something I need your help with."
"Oh?" Ferrero leaned forward with eager interest, as she knew he would. "And what would that be?"
Valeria nodded at the back wall of the room, whereupon her scarlet blade rested. "I need you to use my sword."
Every part of her request had been calculated. From the appeal to his personal usefulness, to the way she emphasized that it was her blade that he would use. "I have discerned the secret behind Valente and his missing friend, Stella."
She didn't try to keep the excitement from reaching her voice. "Such a disgusting, abominable truth..."
Valeria knew most others would find her high-pitched note of happiness to be disconcerting. Ferrero chose to ignore it. "It matters not that Valente is 'The Strongest in the Painted World'," she continued. "His secret is dark and monstrous enough to topple even the greatest of titans."
"Truly?" Ferrero glanced over at her blade. Surprise colored his features, but it was enthusiasm that sang in his voice when he turned back to her and said, "And you think I'm the best option for handling such a power? My humble self with a low-Ranked, common Talent you'd find anywhere?"
She nodded. "I am certain that my sword has the potential to kill him, but we will have just one chance to unleash its power – a single shot. We need someone with skill in their blade and ice in their veins. Someone who can not only spot the perfect opening, but make use of it*.*"
Valeria leaned forward, making herself look as small as she could, and beckoned him to come closer. He did. "Only you can do this, Ferrero."
She seldom called him by name, and even more rarely to his face. This was a difficult mission to convince anyone of...yet one she could not afford him to refuse.
It was clear that her plan of attack had quite an effect on him. There was the quiet ambition within the man, the desire to prove himself as worthy of a place among the legendary figures his meager rank promised he would never earn. There was also the praise she always withheld from him, the admiration of the woman he loved.
His eyes glistened with joy and dreams as he stared at her blade. "Being entrusted with such an opportunity—such a power, by you..." Ferrero laughed with an embarrassed sort of modesty. "It is more than I could ever have hoped for. You honor me, my lady."
I know. "Good. We shall discuss with Adam how to best prepare you a chance to use the sword, and–"
Ferrero held out his hand to interrupt her. His head was hanging low, though not too deeply. Disappointment, rather than shame, spread over his features. "Stop, my lady."
She stared blankly at him. "Whatever do you mean, Fer–"
Again he held out his hand. "I am afraid I cannot accept this," he said. "In any other situation, I would be glad to do so. But I simply, regrettably, cannot."
Valeria's eyes widened in shock. "Why the bloody hell not?" Keeping the anger from her tone was hard enough – she didn't even bother trying to hide the annoyance. "This is everything you dreamed of, isn't it? Everyone will worship the ground you walk on after–"
Once more he interrupted her. Bloody bastard. "Because I cannot go back on an oath sworn. On a promise made."
"Is that so?" Valeria raised her voice. "What in the dragonfire could be more important to you than slaying the strongest man in the world?" She grasped him by the collar of his shirt and yanked him closer, agony lancing through her body at the sudden exertion. "More important than saving everyone's lives?"
Ferrero gently pulled her hands off his shirt and guided her back to bed. Despite her anger, the pain was intense enough for her to not fight back beyond what she hoped didn't come across as frustrated pouting.
After ensuring she was safely laying down, the Duelist tapped at the scabbard tied around his waist – at the one she had personally created for him. "There is another blade I swore to use first," he said. "And as such, I cannot fight him."
For a while she stared at him in quiet disbelief. First, there was confusion over what exactly he was referring to. And second, she couldn't comprehend him rejecting her request when...well...
"Do you not love me, you infernal man?" Valeria asked.
Silence fell.
Had it not been for her intense pain and the distracting fever she could've sworn she barely felt, such undignified words would never have touched her throat, much less reached her lips.
His feelings for her were hardly a secret, but the two rarely spoke of them aloud – at her request. Ferrero had only brought them up once, when he asked whether she would like him to distance himself until his feelings faded. At the time, Valeria told him not to bother, as his feelings hardly troubled her either way.
Have...things changed since?
"I do love you," Ferrero said. There was neither embarrassment nor hesitation in his words, only a sort of sincere joy. "I love you more than anything else in this world."
"Wha—" Valeria's startled exclamation was cut short when she reached for a sarcastic deflection and found none. "That's more—more than you usually...or rather...."
She instead looked over to the side, praying to any god she could think of that the bedsheets hid her face from him. "If that is the case, then w– why are you refusing my request?"
He gave a low, raspy chuckle that sounded far too deep to have come from him, and shook his head. "Because, my lady...should I go back on this promise I made..."
Ferrero leaned over her. "Then I would not be able to love myself."
Hesitation touched him for the first time as he reached his hand over toward her side. Twice he frowned at her, as if expecting a protest of some sort.
Against herself, Valeria found herself nodding at him.
Only then did he ever so gently brush his calloused hands against her hair, trailing his fingers until they reached the side of her face. "And you deserve to be with a man capable of loving himself, my dearest Detective."
She scoffed at him, but did not pull her head away. "So you think yourself able to fill that title?"
"Aye, my lady Detective."
"How arrogant of you."
"Indeed." He tilted his face to the side. "It's what you like about me, is it not?"
Very much so, and that upset her all the more. How dare this infernal man violate the privacy of her mind? He wasn't supposed to know what she liked about him. He wasn't supposed to know there was anything she found positive about him at all!
That was the complaint she meant to voice. In her feverish haze, what she actually demanded of him was, "And what do you like about me?" Valeria sounded more puzzled than she'd ever felt in her life. "I never – I never gave you any reason to." Just the opposite, really.
Even now as she raised her voice like accusing him of a crime, his broad hand remained as it was, softly dragging over her face. "Terribly unfortunate, I know, but you couldn't keep your good qualities from me, despite a most valiant effort."
"What good qualities?" Valeria surprised herself with how loud the words came out. Her outcry was sudden enough that it caused Ferrero to flinch. "I am a self-centered creature who only does whatever she wants, who constantly insults everyone around me including you, especially you, who wantonly indulges my interests while ignoring the world around me, and who actively uses you whenever it would be to my benefit!"
Valeria knew her fever and wounds must have been severe, because not only was she speaking far more frankly than usual, doing so also felt physically exhausting – enough she needed to take a moment to catch her breath. Upon recovering, she glared up at Ferrero angrily, grabbed his hand, and pulled it back towards her face. "And just who gave you permission to move your hand away, hmm? It's warm! Keep it there!"
The crackling of the fireplace lingered in the quiet aftermath for a long while. When Ferrero eventually spoke again, it was in a tender, amused tone. "Alas, I find those aspects of you to be rather charming."
"Charming?" Valeria couldn't keep the sneering disbelief from her voice, but neither could she put much energy into it. Ferrero had a way of tiring her out sometimes. "Tell me, for the love of all that is good and evil in this world, just what kind of blasted lunatic finds this treatment amusing – let alone endearing."
"Not everything is a puzzle, Detective. Have you ever considered that you might not be as evil as you think you are? You ask me for favors, then darkly turn to the fireplace as though imagining you expertly manipulated me into helping you. The fact that you think any amount of clever wordplay was needed is quite adorable, I dare say."
Valeria recoiled away in her fluster, grabbing on to his hand to ensure that it didn't move. "Well—now—ergo—I—ah—"
She shook her head. "That is your moral failing for allowing me to order you around like that!"
"Of course!" he cheerfully agreed. "But my dear Valeria, that goes for both of us, doesn't it? You too would do nearly anything I asked of you."
Despite her exhaustion, a long-rooted annoyance flared up enough energy for her to speak. "Ah, if ooonly such a theory could have been tested! And yet I seem to have no recollection of you ever asking anything of me, nor showing that you trusted me enough – relied on me enough to ask!"
Ferrero paused. "Because I am not a genius detective. I didn't want to impose my feelings on you, lest you find them inconvenient."
Her grip on his hand tightened angrily. "Oh, of course. Pray tell, in that worldview of yours, is forcing me to embarrassingly speak like this not inconveniencing me somehow?"
The Duelist stared at her with a blank expression. "Whatever could be embarrassing about honesty? Lying is far more shameful, if you ask me."
"Sophistry. Revealing your innermost feelings is not so simple as that!"
"Truly? But I love you. More than anything in this world."
Only now did she free his hand, and only so she could fall back onto her bed and bury herself within its sheets. "Mistake not your talent to say such things for it being easy, duelist."
If it wasn't for the fever, she wouldn't have kept talking. Or so Valeria told herself. "Has it ever crossed that bloody mind of yours, my dear idiot, that in all these years we've known each other, I wouldn't have raised a single complaint had you dragged me to a bed and removed every stitch of clothing I had?"
"Of course I considered it!" He frowned. "But considerations are hardly confirmations. Such acts are not to be done without certainty."
"Yes, but—for goodness' sake, you could have...you could have..."
Valeria trailed off in an attempt to regain her composure. It didn't work. "You could have attempted to confirm it!"
Ferrero let out a huff of protest. "Now, be fair with me, I did. My feelings are obvious and plainly stated."
Feeling too sickly to find a proper counterargument that surely must have existed, Valeria instead said, "Then what is your excuse now?" She threw the blankets off and stretched her arms above her head. "I trust my meaning is clear."
"You are feverish and not wholly of sound mind."
That it was a fair point did little to blunt her frustration. "Will you always find an excuse for–"
Suddenly he leaned closer to her, bringing two fingertips to her lips. Valeria couldn't remember ever standing so close to him before. I would remember if I had.
"Remember your wounds, my dear Detective," Ferrero said. "Were we to do what you request right now, I would have you stretch your arms to hold on to the bedframe and move far more intensely than your body can handle."
Valeria closed her eyes and rolled to her side. "I suppose I should do as Solara suggested and focus on my healing."
For now.
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