Feeling lowest in life.
dual 1st yr pilani,7.5ish cg 1st sem had low grade in CP in midsems,was grinding for today's lab test since last 2 weeks didn't attend apogee,club meets, haven't talked to parents from yesterday,what happened at end?
will prob get a 0 just couldn't solve there I don't know what happened at the moment. CP is just not for me,Now I regret joining dual,all my thoughts are filled that I wasted my father's money,my jee rank for this college tommoro I have 2 test lined up but don't have any motivation to study just wanted to drop out of college at this point ,also have a 40L loan,now constantly crying & having thoughts of ending it here, I don't even consider myself employeable anymore I just couldn't study like my previous yrs
no motivn,just constant negative thoughts
all I want to do is go home but couldn't due to compre coming for which I can't even lift a book to study.