I'm just so tired
It's been years. Since 2019. Maybe even longer than that, when I look back at it, but 2019 was the first time I was diagnosed with costo. Since then, it's been chronic. Every few months I get a flare, and every few months I worry I'm having cardiac issues. Go to urgent care or the ER, just to be diagnosed with what? Costo. Spend hours awake after my whole family falls asleep, just feeling like I'm struggling to breathe. Trying every suggestion I see on the internet. Trying to correct my posture. And I'm just so tired of everything having to be a conscious effort, and very rarely feeling "normal." I'm young, I should be healthy. Instead I'm worried I'm dying every night.