Im like 90% sure my mom is using drugs recreationally... i honestly do not know what to do.
apologies for potentially bumming the sub with such sensitive topic. this doesnt seem like the place for it. and other subs just feels too foreign to me.
anyways i actually found out about it a while ago. its just that i didnt know what to think or who to talk to about it, i was not expecting myself to be this shocked honestly. like i imagine this is how parents feel when they found out about their children using drugs. idk i kinda ignored it for a few days until i couldnt cuz id think about it and its its she just cant do that, cause its gonna wreck her and possibly the entire family with it. shes like THE center of whatever is holding this family together from so many tragic shit.
how i found out? it just got obvious. i mean ive lived with this woman my entire life and im no stranger myself to how ''feel good'' drugs effect ppl. it has been going on for at least a month if i had to guess, and how did she get them in first place? well scripts were never a problem to get.
i just, i have no fckn idea on how to approach this. no one knows i think which makes it even more fucked up for me to handle, and i dont want to tell anyone yet. all im thinking of is what the fuk would happen if things gets out of control. this is relatable which is why im freaking out so much. should i just wait and see? for all i know this could just be the side effects of sum meds she takes for whatever. but thats a stretch even for me, its so obvious that shes totally enjoying it. or maybe she'll handle it just fine? she did for me so its safe to say she knows better.
its such a headache for me, please people how do i approach this?