u/Dependent_Scheme_801

Anyway I’m just a closeted dude, looking to vibe honestly(kinda like homie vibe until it hits the bed)and have amazing hankie-pankies😂
Not gender restricted- 25 y.o. bi dude here
I mean i look better than KCR’s nose, you guys voted him and kept edging him, ig i still have my chances comparatively :p

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u/Dependent_Scheme_801 — 8 days ago

Okay so M here, chemchyFive. I accidentally got into bigD indians community and the bois there were like
Omg greek gawd. Now, most are straight that left me wondering ke bc closeted ya bi ya gay b toh honge aise dikhne wale, fir wo h kaha. Every Gr scene be like if a guy looks good he is either cmrcl or needs someone even better looking. Another wild card hottie are bois who are into uncles, no offence, its just the age gap is a shocker. Like humara kya hum kya pokemon dekhein ab😭
I feel even I need a hottie but then it goes like, i like guys but those which are almost straight-ish, no h-phobia, its just they feel kinda masc and hawt. I like to be a homie kinda vibe in public that cant be sussed when i commit all kinds of sins.
Honestly, i love saving lives but idk why is it so hard to find love here; just that looking at nsfw shi i be like i want that, but a part of me feels that NO, i should be loved, this is just a fling thing i may get but if i get the guy im sorted, and thats the challenge i put myself to, maybe i feel i deserve better, maybe i too wanna be loved but at that exact moment guilt hits- if i liked the bois in bigDindians kinda communities, how am i different from a fling seeker, but at the same point a part of me wants that much beauty of a guy to be with me.
And woe is me, but idk why every queer’s starts are eclipsed that most beauty is among str8 community, with the dickiest personalities, it just makes your heart ache, doesn’t it?
If such ppl would stop looking for flings, get love, we would too stop idealising flings and maybe find love. Thats just my butterfly effect hypothesis.
What are your opinions about all this?

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u/Dependent_Scheme_801 — 12 days ago