Rough week
This week has been just super rough with the break up in april and this Friday would have been the 1 year anniversary. I did the usual stupid things of begging pleading etc wanting to fix things she did not and eventually blocked me on most things but not my
number/whatsapp now I’m stuck with these emotions of loving her like everyone some days are good others terrible but this week and the last weekend has just been so rough since it would have been a big milestone. But this coming Saturday will also make it 3 weeks since I stopped completely trying to contact her anymore so it will also make it to 3 weeks of no contact. I just wonder what’s she’s feeling herself if she misses me or even still loves me because she was really cold at the end of the relationship too for the last couple of days before inevitably blocking me. I don’t blame her for blocking me I was desperate and clinging so hard but I realised if you love someone you let them go give them the freedom to enjoy life and just focus on yourself which I have been doing for the past 3 week fully. I am in therapy again, fixing my fitness and just starting to love myself more again