u/Dependent-Hedgehog57

A Visit - Draft 1

Sunk in sand; I can never quit
I’ve spent a thousand days in this pit
Waiting as the time goes by
it weeps
I’d do anything for real sleep
Lights flash forth and back and I wait for it to pass
It doesn’t.

Circle Circle Circle down below my hips
call it an ellipse
I freeze alive!
provided and deprived
Ravished; in my own head.

I can’t -  won’t - forget that pool of sweat
and those seven sets
I hear the voice of a man
whilst I am scorched on blistering sand.

“Hermaphrodite, you know what you did. I am god
And I Forbid.”
His verses echo out of me; spoken in a rasp, 
and I know I am waiting for his wrath 
Shivering as I burn before forty-nine eyes
I die alive!
succubi?

(its about my shitty sleep paralysis lol)