I’m stuck in a toxic af home, mainly cuz of my parents. Me and my younger sibling are honestly traumatized.
I can’t stand this place, but I can’t move out either since my college is in my hometown. They’re paying a huge amount for my med school, and they use that to mentally mess with me every single day. My dad keeps cussing me out and it hurts like hell.
I’ve never even asked them for anything cuz I know how much they’re spending. And I can’t do a part-time job med school is already killing me.
It’s exam week and out of nowhere my dad comes and starts yelling and cussing. I got scared, and I still feel messed up physically from it.
There’s no proper food at home. I haven’t eaten anything real,just 3or4 coffees. I feel weak af, probably hypoglycemic, and it actually hurts.
I can’t sleep, I can’t study. I hate it here. I get jealous seeing my friends with normal, supportive parents. It hurts so bad being the least favorite it messes with your head in a way I can’t even explain.
My parents feel manipulative as hell. I’ve got so much to study but I just can’t focus. I keep crying and feel completely overwhelmed.