u/Delicious_Cow_8263

So I’ve had eating disorders about my whole life. It started when I was eight years old. I started eating a lot to help with my feelings and I don’t know and then freshman year I stopped eating fully. I only ever ate when I was out with friends and I barely ever went out and that went on until the middle of my sophomore year and then I started eating a lot again and it’s all I can think about I can’t go a second without wanting to shove my mouth full of food and I don’t have friends. I don’t go to school anymore I don’t talk to anybody. I’m always in my room. I have no idea what to do and I really need help. I don’t know how to stop this I’ve gained so much weight and it’s making me sick.